人性

‘人之初，性本善’
是真的吗？
不，不是每个人都适用。

最近对人好像失去了信心，
或许我看到了太多人性丑陋的一面吧，
或许我太天真，总是认为一个人不可能坏到骨子里。
事实是，
人，的确能到贱的地步。
为了个人利益，
可以不顾一切。

人，也能很自私。
有种人，
总是认为别人对他的付出，
是理所当然。
好像全世界都欠他似的，
一点也不会感恩。
真的很欠揍！！

我，永远相信- 人在做，天在看。不是不报，时辰未到！

与你共勉之。。。

人情冷暖

的确，
当你高高在上时，
是看不见‘冷屁股’的，
但是，
当你不再是一人之下时，
什么样的嘴脸你都能看见。

昔日奉承你，
巴结你的人，
都会消失地无影无踪。

可是，
别以为那是消极的想法。
相反的，
在你失落时，还在你身边的人，
是值得你永远珍惜的。

从金字塔顶端滑下，
并不可怕，
可怕的是自己还不愿接受事实，
还想和那些阿夷奉承的人继续的来往，
那才可怕！

人情冷暖并非坏事，
至少你看清谁是真正的朋友，
不是吗？

平等？

最近几天心情很不好。
因为总觉得自己受了委屈。

今天，
当我看到在烈日下辛勤工作打拚的印度工人时，
我顿时觉得自己很不该。

我的委屈只是觉得自己不被赏识，
并不是什么大不了的事情，
却让我闷了那么久，
现在想想也觉得不该。

你能想像我坐在有air-con的私人office里，
一个小时的薪水是多少吗？
那你又知道我个刚说的印度工人一天的薪水是多少吗？
是S$20.00 一天！

天啊，是我太骄纵吗？
还是我真的不知道人间苦疾，
要我离开air-con去吃个饭，我也会痛苦的要命，
何况要顶着大太阳工作一整天！
杀了我算了！

好像忽然开窍了，
觉得自己好幸福，
既不用干粗活也不需要出卖劳力赚钱，
身体也健康的很，
为何还要自寻烦恼？

或许，上天是不公平的，
因为比我好千千万万倍的大有人在，
可是，为什么只和有钱人比较呢？
是否该看看活在平穷线下的人如何争扎求存，
为的只是一餐的温饱。

在我们喊着人人平等的口号的同时，
我们是否有听到真正受到不平等对待的人的呐喊？
我们是人，难道他们就不是？

你知道吗，
杂菜饭，很闷hor.
可你知道一盒2菜1肉的杂菜饭，
是可以让工人开心一整天的吗？
当他们接过饭盒那一杀那的感激神情，
是我忘不了的。
再看他们保护那一盒我们觉得食之乏味，弃之可惜的饭盒时，
我有点鼻酸。

我凭什么浪费食物？
我凭什么为了找不着好吃的餐厅而发脾气？
我凭什么认为自己就该被宠着？
我凭什么？

我会好好检讨。
我会好好珍惜。
我会好好的。

只要愿意付出，自然会有收获；

只要不太贪心，自然就会感觉幸福。

你的心，

主宰一切。

铜臭味

在钢骨森林混久了，

再香的名牌香水也掩盖不了那满身的铜臭味。

本以为辛苦打拼回来的position和income会让我有成就感，

很遗憾，并没有！

有人用时间来换金钱，

我不知道别人是如何看待，

可我不再想过那样的生活！

“时间就是金钱，有人利用时间赚取金钱，但金钱却不一定能买到时间”- 这证明时间比金钱重要。

和我妹的谈话点醒了我，

人生除了钱之外， 还有很多，如：家庭。

她满足于薪水不高，工作轻松，节奏不快的工作。

我嘴里说她没目标，没上进心，可心里却羡慕她的乐天知足。

她的确不像我这个so called 都市人，

为了追上节奏，

几乎失去自我！

算一算，自己赚进的钱的确不少，

但放进自己的口袋没多久，

就跑进了别人的口袋。（shopping, relax, massage, medi ＆pedicure, facial - Retailtherapy）

很庆幸，我还保留了一样珍贵的东西，

那就是对生活的期待。　

这是我永远都不会想失去的。

我会努力把‘铜臭味’抽离，

还自己一个清新的自己！！！

Life aft Fuel price rise

Em, my life as usual. Nothing had changed.

I shop as usual. buy as usual. eat as usual and of coz spurge as usual. :D

Fuel price did affect me, i walk more instead of driving. Basically, my life really as usual. i mean, no big deal if u see me walking right?

Baby and i have new hobby - survey the food prices. weird? NO. of coz not.

This morning he 'report' to me he found a hawker ctr sell him a bowl of RM4 老鼠粉. (of coz taste mean everything) Both of us think we will ban the stall who sell us RM5 for the same food. Then v both keeps talking wat inside the bowl.

See, thts how v keep our 10++years relation - always have new topic to discuss with. It is fun. Trust me.

I can tell how much the fuel price affected ppl around us.

Bosses/Entrepreneur:

- Those who have stable biz b4 price rise, now earn less;

- Those who have moderate biz b4, now struggling;

- Those who struggling b4, now Closed Down!


Employees/Workers:

- Those who have stable job, now scare of losing their job;

- Those who able to earn a living b4, now might losing their job;

- Those who jobless b4, now will still unable to get job.

Adjust yourself to new challenge, all the best...

Fuel Price

Wat had happen lately in M'sia really made me down. Fuel price, price increase on consumer goods, etc....

Everyone around me is talking abt it. It does affect me, but not as serious as people who live, work and play in m'sia. Strong S'pore currency still able to help me get out of this crisis at this moment. But i dunno whether it will last me in long run.

Been reading Dr. Mah, Lim Kit Siang and Fong Po Kuan's blog. Following up closely this few days. As far as i know, they are the one who trying to save M'sians out of the crisis.

I understood we unable to escape as it is a globalize econ down turn and recession. Govt have to do something to protect it own peoples instead of burden them by causing the high inflation! I wonder, if there is no people working (all walk on the street to protest) will there be any income tax contribution? Will there be any GDP tht our Govt always talk abt? How much M'sia will lost in juz 1 day?

I'm not an economist, but i dare to say it is definately much more than wat the Govt is subsidying!!

I'm a peace lover. But, i aldy told my Boss, if there is a protest in JB, i'll be in! I got his support.

I wants to contribute my tiny efforts. M'sia forever a home to me, no matter how far i go...

"AKU ANAK MALAYSIA"!!!

Pak Lah, there are a lots of people like me who work in oversea, but our heart will always tie with M'sia. Pls do not ignore us. Thts not your one man show and it is not your playground too!!

第一天

今天，我第一次那么早起来 -上班。6.00am。

很怕Traffic Jam。But so far, i find it alright. Juz a lil jam at S'pore Custom. Other than tht was alright. 真的。Especially for a person who live in a superb transport system country for the past 7yrs.

My 1st day in JB was great and fantastic. But is still early to judge at this moment.

My neighbors are friendly. Our delivery man hit one of my neighbor's Passion Fruit Tree, but she more concern of anything happen to human instead of her tree. Wat a nice woman... I like her. I bought her a box of tasty donuts to show my deeply apology...

Ken - my bro, drive us here and there to familiarize the place.

Baby and i bought a RM3k Dunlopillo mattress... wow, the most expensive mattress we ever had. Damn comfy till dun wanna get our butt out of it. Find it worth as the mattress RP shd be around RM6750. Promotion now coz juz launch... heheh... Ask for FOC leather Divan + 2 pillow + 1 bolster frm Dunlopillo too. FYI, 1 pillow cost RM200... Yippe, get great deal! Wahahaha....

Overall, Baby and i find it is a new but good start....

Hope everything able to stay smooth...

Oh ya, you guys are welcome to stay with us if u come to JB...

I have 1 extra room... But make sure u call b4 come in order not disappoint u as too many frenz wanna book me, no, I mean the extra room. ha!

Terrible week!

All things juz sucked!

Unable to move out as planned coz unable to declare on time at M'sia Customs. (Ya, juz wonder since when they have such good system, bite me!)

S'pore landlord find trouble aft 2 yrs of rental. (perhaps, feel pain on lossing such a great tenant- hey, FYI i pay rent b4 end mth, where to get such good tenant as i do, never owe him a single penny, wow really proud).

Quarel with someone over issues....too many to list. so, cut the crap...

God knows how depress i'm. But i'd solved it all, by myself. Think i feel proud? No, never. In fact, down.

Aft everything back to track, i wonder y juz me with me. Don't get it? i mean, ALONE.

There are no one able to help me, maybe they tried, but ended i solve it my own. Do u know how desperate i wish i could c Superman jump frm the sky and say yes to all my problems? If u know me, u would know how desperate i am now - Damn desperate!

As u know, there are no Superman exist! Ha, broke your dream? YA, if u dream on that, i'll juz say - FAT HOPE! No Superman, no angel! Juz will be u alone.

Troubles and problems doesn't go off itself, but will appear will no sign. How i wish i could have someone stronger, tougher or maybe juz better than me a lil appear and say 'I DO' to my probs.

Anyway, juz feel a lil depressed and need a break aft everything settle.

Is Maldives a good choice???

Or Hokkaido better?

Haiz, life full of choices, and this time, i created the troubles - myself...

从容面对

Been busy lately.

Too many things happened in one go unable to describe my feeling.

Too many uncertainty....

I'm going to move to a place tht are totally strange to me - JB.

I'm gonna leave the place i stayed for the past 7yrs - S'pore.

I'm have to face those unnecessary 'family disruption' out of sudden.

any many many more ahead.....

I guess life full of challenges and this will be the start.

Have to prepare and be ready to face all this.

Dun even think to 'lean' on anyone or seeking for helps without trying, but of coz, friendship and family is important.

I'm not that kind of weakish and pamper gal. Never in the past and definately never in the future.

Juz wonder how can those people survive in a lonely planet? w/o family or friends... Yo, i'm the 1st one who unable to survive. Blame it to my 'party animal' charateristic. :) (dun laugh, mankind needs society to survive, society form by mankind-is an unchanged rule)

Do u know how much i save when i open my mouth to ask ard for better offer in house mover service? How many useful info i get when i open my mouth to ask for somethings new in my world? How many concern i receive when i open my mouth to share my grieve or grievance? Let me tell u, tht are countless!

I cherish family relationship and friendship, and of coz, my Love one.

When ppl face depressions or problems, they tents to feel bad or unhappy. But i chose a way to overcome it - accept it, face it, solve it.

I'm getting tougher, stronger and happier now. Problems, unhappiness and depressions is anywhere, if u able to prepare yourself and be confident to yourself, i believe u definately able to overcome anythings in your life.

P/s: To my dearest frenz - Cat, this post is specially for u. Hope u able to overcome all problems, so u wont feel so sad, u will have our supports k... May Cupid with u... :p

With Loves,
Michelle

休息

休息是为了要走更远的路。
盲目的追求只会让人疲惫，
有时候适时的停下来休息，
其实更可以让我们更有冲劲继续奋斗。

在完全放下工作的那几个月，
发现自己因为工作而错失了很多，
重回学校念书让我感觉重生，
也更有想法。

曾经的我因为害怕停下脚步，
而疲惫地前进，
为的就是不输给其他人，
然而却同样不具备继续前冲的实力与动力。

我不再逞强，
还学会放慢脚步，
毕竟人生是一辈子的事，
短期的输赢没必要太过计较。

我，准备好了，
正蓄势待发！